I am a girl I am 15, I have to take Levoxyl for thyroid hormone replacement or supplemental therapy for hypothyroidism, before taking this medicine I would be really tired all of the time, I wouldnt want to do anything, I was very depressed.I was diagnosed with this for about two years ago now, and since then i have been taking this every morning , I used to wake up and think well thank god that at least i am taking this and my body is not weak anymore, but now, i have been feeling depressed. i am not that smart anymore, or i have not been myself, I have been thinking lately , i dont know whoi am, iam very desperate right now, and i want to stop being paraniod and having anxiety, i just want to live, but how can i?, everytime i try , i get back to feeeling down and depressed when i think that i am so behind, i have too many questions. please i want somebody that i could talk to about my problems, i know that if i didnt have this i would be a very important person in society, i have a lot of potential in me but i just need someone to believe in me, but now i just need a little push on accomplishing some of my goals. I am loosing my memory, i messed up on a lot in my life, because by taking this medicine, i know that i am normal, but right now i m jut panicking, because some of my friends don’t know that i have to take this thyroid hormone replacement pill, but i have done drugs, i have smoked weed and i have taken exctacy pills, i have gotten drunk only once with tequila and i have smoked a cigarette, but all of this was like about 5 months ago, i am now straight edge, but i still regret and feel guilty, i have been really selfish, and i am not taking care of myself, but by doing this i know that i am hurting others who care for me, please i just need someone to talk to, i might sound special ed because i am not good at describing but please give me a chance to let out what i feel inside, i am hurting my self so much by staying quiet, so please help and listen, anybody who is willing to be there for me, preferably a female since i am a girl?please and im a teenager, and please someone to be there for me ?