Slightly regretting taking hormones.?

I’m 23, transgendered(sort of) mtf. I started HRT therapy back in May, and while I’m really not considering going back on my decision, I’m kind of regretting starting it in the first place.

First of all, I’m not female, I don’t feel like a woman trapped in a man’s body. I’m not really gay, though I wouldn’t say I’m straight either, romance hasn’t really become much of an issue for me yet. However, I do get this strange giddy feeling when guys flirt with me. I’m very androgynous naturally, my testosterone levels are low naturally and I’ve been mistake for a girl ever since I was a kid. I’ve even made a few guys gay just by opening up that possibility to them. I was always very proud of my ability to "switch genders" whenever I wanted to. I could tie my hair back and act masculine, then let my hair down and pass as a girl at my very whim. But one day, about a year ago, I noticed a tiny line of hair in the center of my chest, something which had never been there before. I started getting scared of my body "fixing" itself. I began getting really paranoid of losing this androgyny, so I decided to go on HRT to prevent it(with a therapist’s approval of course, and no, I didn’t lie). The crisis(to me at least) was averted.

But now, I can’t help but feel reliant on these drugs. A gift I was born with is now only available to me because I’m altering my chemistry. Starting HRT gave me a new hope for a future, and has given me the courage to do things I would’ve never done as my old self, but I feel so fake, so manufactured.

Should I feel that way? These are my genes, it may be a foreign chemical but it’s my DNA that is shaping my body, just with different tools. But that chemical isn’t "me".

Why does this have to be so complicated and difficult?




I have had my uterus and ovaries removed, I am on HRT, but still get really hot sometime, but I don’t sweat? What could it be????




if you take mtf hrt for a year and stop how long will it take you to go back? if not what number of months is best to stop at? and will you look the same?.i ask in case they arent for me
please dontmeantion it being cazy im just looking for the answear thank you




i know women are far more vocal in bed with all the moans and what not. did you find after starting HRT that you becamse more vocal? i know you were always female in the wrong body.




Can i make the Police SWAT Team or FBI HRT?

Are there any rules against a person with a prosthetic foot joining the police and fbi? I lost my foot as a child but I am capable of meeting all of the requirments of the job so can I join the police and try out for the swat team or join the FBI and try out for the HRT?




RE: Hormone Replacement Therapy?

Is there anybody who is past the age of 40 who can answer this question?

Have you ever been on HRT for a few years and stopped taking it because you felt that they were not working? If so, did you feel better as a result of stopping them; or did you feel the need to start them up again.
Also, were you given a saliva or blood test to see where your hormone levels were at?




I’m considering going on HRT, but I what to know after how many months will my sperm cease to be able to impregnate a woman. I also want to know how much my penis will decrease in size and in how much per month. Also after how many months will I not be able maintain an erection? I have penis six inches long when it’s fully erect. Any help on this is tremendous for me and my gf.




How risky is Hormone Replacement therapy?

I am 45 and had a hysterectomy with one ovary removed when I was 41. I took a low dosage of HRT for two years and slowly reduced and stopped it. I am having severe menopause symptoms again and am miserable.Considering trying low dosage HRT again but worried about breast cancer risks. I am confused and weighing my options. What do you think about the risks versus the benefits of HRT?




Im looking for an Endocrinologist in the Dayton or Cincinnati area who deals with Hormone Replacement Therapy (HRT) for MTF transexuals. So far my search has lead me to a lot of dead ends. Most of the people I have talked to do HRT but not for transgendered people or they do not do self pay.

Hopefully someone will be able to help me narrow down my search.

Thanks,
Kyle.




Hello, I need the names of the hormones that I could take when I start my HRT.. Any advice?




RE: Hormone Replacement Therapy?




Is there anybody who is past the age of 40 who can answer this question?

Have you ever been on HRT for a few years and stopped taking it because you felt that they were not working? If so, did you feel better as a result of stopping them; or did you feel the need to start them up again.
Also, were you given a saliva or blood test to see where your hormone levels were at?




Want to know the real reason Rue McClanahan died, not just a simple stroke, something worse! Rue didn’t want to lose her beauty when she reached Menopause in the last 1980′s, so she began taking large doses of Estrogen Hormone Replacement and took it for over 20 years and the Estrogen caused all her health problems from taking it for so long. My mother had the same problem, and was on the same drug as Rue was, but my mom had a mini stroke and was saved, and they took her off the Estrogen, so it was not age that killed Rue McClanahan, it was Hormone Replacement Therapy she was taking and popping those pills like candy. As she aged, the HRT worked against her and made her have blood clots, then stroke, then heart trouble, and then big stroke…she must have been sneaking them when doctors were not looking because she started to look terrible! I wanted you all to know this. DON’T DO WHAT SHE DID!

Is Estradiol 1mg effective as a birth control pill?




Will Estradiol 1mg work as a birth control pill? It is being used for HRT. It does not contain progesterone, so I am not sure. It would be nice to know!




I had female surgery 3 years at the age of 34 and I have required either hormone replacement therapy OR anti-depressants ever since. My Dr. says I have "remnants" of ovaries left that do not function. I hate that I need these meds, but I have come to the realization that I want to be happy, and that if this is what I need, then I will take them. My problem is the side effects. The HRT causes horrible calf sensations. I understand this is from blood clots. One burst open in my calf last year and I was on crutches for several days. It was very painful. The problem with the anti-depressants is that I became addicted to effexor, which was horrible to get off of. While I was taking the effexor, I felt jittery and I sweated all day long. Not attractive or comfortable! It was so embarrasing. So, I’m not sure what to do. If I take nothing, I feel very down, depressed and worthless. I have not been able to work full time for several months and I need to fix this so I can earn a living!

Men. Do you believe in the ‘male menopause’?




Here is a quote from ‘the Daily Mail’ regarding the use of testosterone supplements to boost energy levels and flagging libido in men of a certain age.

‘However, the use of HRT in men is controversial, with some doctors claiming that symptoms such as hot flushes, sweating, depression and loss of sex drive are just side-effects of being overweight, lazy and smoking and drinking too much.’

What are your views on this? Have any of you tried testosterone supplements and what effects have you experienced?
Thanks