And you can tell me what’s wrong with me, and why i have severe mood swings all of a sudden, and acting violent towards people i care about.

Okay, first off, i was born in 1992. My mom was 19, and my dad was in his mid 20s. My dad was a drug addict and alcoholic, but my mom wasn’t. I had to grow up hearing them argue and verbally/physically fight all the time, even though they didn’t live together and didn’t go out. One time when i was about 4, my parents were arguing on christmas eve, and i yelled for them to be quiet so santa could come. My dad came into my room and told me to shut the hell up, because santa wasn’t real. Then another time, i told my dad i hated him, and he replied back "i hate you too" and slammed my door. I’ve had to grow up hearing my parents have sex, which is so disturbing to hear your parents have sex. My dad raped my mom in front of me, he hit her in front of me, and yelled at both of us. My mom was young in the 90s, so on the weekends, she dropped me off at granny’s house so she could go party with her friends. I’m way closer to my granny because she basically raised me when i was young cause mom was never home. Both of my parents have been addicted to crack cocaine and alcohol (my mom has been clean for 6 years, but my dad still uses). My granny was physically abused by her husband (my grandpa) in the 70s, and when i was little in the 90s, they used to argue alot in front of me. I started liking girls when i was 5, and i had my first kiss with a girl when i was 5. I used to get beat up everyday in preschool by a girl who i would later discover was my cousin. I then transfered to an elementary school where the majority was whites, and in kindergarten, these twins wouldn’t invite me to their B-day party because i was "colored". I basically had no real friends until 1st grade when these 2 black twins came to my school. I started having a crush on one of them, but they left in 2nd grade. I didn’t have a real friend until 5th grade, when this family moved to my city. I met this girl, who would eventually become my best friend. We’re still best friends now as seniors. When i went to middle school, i fell in love with this hispanic girl, and everyone found out. I was teased and beat up for the rest of the year, and i was suicidal twice that year. Then 7th grade was boring, and in 8th grade i did track and basketball. I came to high school, and freshman year was fun. 10th grade was okay, and 11th grade was good too. Now i’m going to be a senior next fall, but i am starting to have severe mood swings, and i’m thinking/acting violently. As you probably figured, i’m a lesbian, and when you become a teen, hormones start going crazy. My best friend is starting to notice guys, and i’m getting very jealous. I yell at her, and grab her arm telling her she better not talk to no guys while i’m her friend. I have dreams about hitting her and telling her she’s mine, and she’ll never talk to anyone unless i say so. We used to be very close, but now everytime we hang out, it’s akward, and i end up yelling at her and calling her out of her name. Also, my family is trying to pressure me to get a boyfriend, but i don’t want one. And my mom really wants me to have kids, but i don’t want kids. I’m joining the military, which my family is also opposed too. I have dreams about hurting people, but i want them to stop.

So there’s my life in a nutshell. What do you think my problem is? Why am i having mood swings and acting violent towards people? Do you think i need therapy?

And you can tell me what’s wrong with me, and why i have severe mood swings all of a sudden, and acting violent towards people i care about.

Okay, first off, i was born in 1992. My mom was 19, and my dad was in his mid 20s. My dad was a drug addict and alcoholic, but my mom wasn’t. I had to grow up hearing them argue and verbally/physically fight all the time, even though they didn’t live together and didn’t go out. One time when i was about 4, my parents were arguing on christmas eve, and i yelled for them to be quiet so santa could come. My dad came into my room and told me to shut the hell up, because santa wasn’t real. Then another time, i told my dad i hated him, and he replied back "i hate you too" and slammed my door. I’ve had to grow up hearing my parents have sex, which is so disturbing to hear your parents have sex. My dad raped my mom in front of me, he hit her in front of me, and yelled at both of us. My mom was young in the 90s, so on the weekends, she dropped me off at granny’s house so she could go party with her friends. I’m way closer to my granny because she basically raised me when i was young cause mom was never home. Both of my parents have been addicted to crack cocaine and alcohol (my mom has been clean for 6 years, but my dad still uses). My granny was physically abused by her husband (my grandpa) in the 70s, and when i was little in the 90s, they used to argue alot in front of me. I started liking girls when i was 5, and i had my first kiss with a girl when i was 5. I used to get beat up everyday in preschool by a girl who i would later discover was my cousin. I then transfered to an elementary school where the majority was whites, and in kindergarten, these twins wouldn’t invite me to their B-day party because i was "colored". I basically had no real friends until 1st grade when these 2 black twins came to my school. I started having a crush on one of them, but they left in 2nd grade. I didn’t have a real friend until 5th grade, when this family moved to my city. I met this girl, who would eventually become my best friend. We’re still best friends now as seniors. When i went to middle school, i fell in love with this hispanic girl, and everyone found out. I was teased and beat up for the rest of the year, and i was suicidal twice that year. Then 7th grade was boring, and in 8th grade i did track and basketball. I came to high school, and freshman year was fun. 10th grade was okay, and 11th grade was good too. Now i’m going to be a senior next fall, but i am starting to have severe mood swings, and i’m thinking/acting violently. As you probably figured, i’m a lesbian, and when you become a teen, hormones start going crazy. My best friend is starting to notice guys, and i’m getting very jealous. I yell at her, and grab her arm telling her she better not talk to no guys while i’m her friend. I have dreams about hitting her and telling her she’s mine, and she’ll never talk to anyone unless i say so. We used to be very close, but now everytime we hang out, it’s akward, and i end up yelling at her and calling her out of her name. Also, my family is trying to pressure me to get a boyfriend, but i don’t want one. And my mom really wants me to have kids, but i don’t want kids. I’m joining the military, which my family is also opposed too. I have dreams about hurting people, but i want them to stop.

So there’s my life in a nutshell. What do you think my problem is? Why am i having mood swings and acting violent towards people? Do you think i need therapy?

i am a young female in my mid 20s and i found out i have severe osteopenia recently, i most likely had it since my early teens because of malnutrition and starvation. i had severe starvation so my bones never gained bone mass. i didnt lose bone mass but i have low bone mass today because i never built it..
i was told i have a few more years, till 30? to build up some bone mass but im missing more then 20% of my bone mass that a young healthy adult under 40 should have.
its borderling osteopososis if the number gets any significant amount lower ill be in the osteoporosis category..
i am not losing bone mass, i also have a normal menstrual cycle and normal hormones, no health problems. i am not going through menopause yet.i am a healthy young adult who never built the bone mass in the first place

how do i build bone mass.. and how much of it can i build in a few years? i dont want to end up in a wheelchair when im 35 or have more fractures. i already get fractures easily, i broke alot of bones which lead to me getting a bone density test and being diagnosed otherwise a young person would not know

what can i do daily, what types of foods do i need.
is it important to take calcium pills, are there other treatments
that actually build bone density , i know the treatments are usually for post menopause middle aged women, and i have normal young hormones and menstrual cycle. i might not go through menopause for another 25 years. and its not a hormone problem for me so those will make me sick..i am not losing bone mass i just have low bone mass because i never built the bone mass to begin

any advice and what kind of doctor do i see

i am a young female in my mid 20s and i found out i have severe osteopenia recently, i most likely had it since my early teens because of malnutrition and starvation. i had severe starvation so my bones never gained bone mass. i didnt lose bone mass but i have low bone mass today because i never built it..
i was told i have a few more years, till 30? to build up some bone mass but im missing more then 20% of my bone mass that a young healthy adult under 40 should have.
its borderling osteopososis if the number gets any significant amount lower ill be in the osteoporosis category..
i am not losing bone mass, i also have a normal menstrual cycle and normal hormones, no health problems. i am not going through menopause yet.i am a healthy young adult who never built the bone mass in the first place

how do i build bone mass.. and how much of it can i build in a few years? i dont want to end up in a wheelchair when im 35 or have more fractures. i already get fractures easily, i broke alot of bones which lead to me getting a bone density test and being diagnosed otherwise a young person would not know

what can i do daily, what types of foods do i need.
is it important to take calcium pills, are there other treatments
that actually build bone density , i know the treatments are usually for post menopause middle aged women, and i have normal young hormones and menstrual cycle. i might not go through menopause for another 25 years. and its not a hormone problem for me so those will make me sick..i am not losing bone mass i just have low bone mass because i never built the bone mass to begin

any advice and what kind of doctor do i see